Changed? (Random Post)


Subhanallah, Time moves really fast. It’s been four years already since I first stepped my foot in this university. Honestly, I feel like not leaving this place yet. I have lot more to learn from this place. However, as I sit back and think, how long I should be staying here??. I cannot stay here forever. There are those people out there who need me. In fact, my family needs me. Am I that good to the extent that those societies need me? I myself not sure, but I believe each and evryone of us has a vital responsibility to make this world as a better place to live in. To do that, the society needs people like you and me. To rest on my laurels and not doing anything would be something that is truly unacceptable. Throughout these four years, so many ups and downs that I have encountered. The laughter, the smiles or even the cries that I have gone through would be part of my memories here. This place has been a witness of so many things that I have encountered in my life. Only Allah knows how my feeling right now.  I know I might sound weird telling you all these things, but if you know how precious and important this place for me, I believe you will understand me. My dear friends coming from all corners of the world..my beloved lecturers who aspired to me to be a better person and of course a better Muslim, and the environment itself are something which is really hard for me to describe. Ya Allah, I have something to ask you ya Allah. Have I changed for the past four years? Am I the same person like the one prior entering to this university or am I a different person today? .. I am so worried.. What if I haven’t changed at all?. Or..Maybe I should put it this way..What if I haven’t improved at all?? Ya Allah,I know You understand me most ya Allah..
p/s: Though officially I am no longer a student, I believe that I am a student of a lifetime. Isn’t it life is all about learning process?

6 comments:

a.j. said...

sub7anallah .. graduated? akhi what course are u taking?

Ahmed Abdul Azeem(Hamid) said...

salam.Anyone who teaches us something new is our teacher,ya we should keep learning from our cradel till grave.

TheHumbleWayfarer said...

Ayub, I believe the course that I've taken is not as interesting as yours =P Id had my major in Political Science + Minor in Usuluddin & Comparative Religion ^_^

TheHumbleWayfarer said...

Yes. you are right Bro. Ahmed. may Allah bless you :)

Hajar said...

Salams brother. I felt the exact same way when I left my edu. institution, so occasionally I will visit the place to sort of find the "missing" bits of my life, and bring back the normalcy.

Appreciate your journey there, and use it as your foundation to forge towards a better life. :)

TheHumbleWayfarer said...

Sis Hajar, thanks a lot for the soothing words. may Allah bless u =)

*The connection here is eXtermeeeeeeelyyy slow T_T